The
lazy, careless fellow as I have been, didn't arrange an appointment
with the Gynecologist for too long. Symptoms kept worsening and we
were advised to stay away till symptoms are gone. We couldn't
otherwise did it too as it indeed was a crisis scenario. Even normal
activities like walking, sitting were hampered. I've been anything
but selfish, on this front at least.
The
was no intention in the beginning. Yet coming close on the same bed
was unavoidable and soon, we found ourselves in the pose, robes still
on. There was no apprehension either on the other side too as I had
till then earned the reputation of being in control throughout the
process. Inadvertently, everything else set to pace with an inner
knowledge that the alley shall be leading to a dead end.
Somewhere
the chord struck. It was a pleasant surprise. Was it happening? Yes.
Without losing focus, the unnecessary and harmless to remove were
done away with, except the one that was indispensable, to muzzle the
devil. Dragons fumed, the need for restraint was felt stronger than
usual; a strange revelation in itself. The hustle-bustle lasted as
long as it would do normally and parting moment appeared; with only
the one having been served. The other still in the furnace. However,
there was no ambiguity about the big O. There wasn't either any
shortage of remedies too. Suggestion came and was also approved that
the veil be discarded and the subservient one, bloodless till then,
should atleast be allowed to say hello to the master in person.
Nothing more.
As
it took around 10-15 minutes to arrive at the decision, the defence mechanism of the fortress had retired as per their routine
which taught them that there wasn't going to be another call to
defend. Though, it all happened unplanned - how could the novices
chalk out such a strategy beforehand - Yet it worked and the
unthinkable happened. The profuse residuals of the recent cloud-burst
scattered throughout also facilitated the breach, almost
unnoticeable. The half dead, flexible appearance of the intruder
helped too.
What
a pleasant surprise! The gap allowed creation of huge waves in the
same ocean that had become deadly silent after a fierce tsunami. The
waves, the most fierce noticed so far, were reportedly generated at a
much deeper and hitherto unexplored territory. Revelation was more
startling than pleasant. It was only after that that I started
thinking about it in terms of energy, energy exchange, yin &
yang, Shiva and Shakti, Purush and Prakriti and later something of
relation between Mooladhar and Sahastrar. Afterwards, it became more
experimental than pure fun; Even today, at least 8-10 minutes i.e.
aprox. 1/3 of the total drama, is more often devoted to the
introduction phase; yes I call it so. Things take place on their own
afterwards. The symptoms of ailment subsided soon and ultimately
left. Teaching us for life that there is no play, it's, throughout,
the conscious foreplay on the mans' part.
