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Bansi was quiet. Something was going
on in him. He went into flash back ,”………..They do it for hours, I have one in
my laptop,” Bansi watched her, jaw drop, in utter dismay, while she was saying
that. He was astonished and thought,”Working with such a huge medicine giant…….
She was a para-medic for more than a decade, and she was talking like this….
How come? If this is the level of ignorance with her then what about other
naïve commons? OMG! How could….,”. He was dumbstruck.
Just then he was poked.
,”Where are you?,” He came back
in the present moment when Radha asked.
,”Nothing,” He replied and opened
eyes. But he was not clear still, thinking ,”I believed them all to be the way
I am but the frequent incidents or reacts by people around, after my marriage, ……….
Just almost everybody, who could have, asked one thing inevitably, ‘for how long’?,
on one or the other pretext. That made me think about it differently, but I
often forgot that after some time,” Bansi looked at Radha.
Innumerable scenes were wandering
in his mind. ,”Gosh! You would bang for an hour today,” Bansi told Cheeku who
was in a good mood after drinks in the evening. ,”Do you make love or bludgeon
or what?,” was what he replied astonishingly.
,”We may not be the only blessed
couple though, I have not met any so far,” Bansi told Radha.
,”Yes,” Radha nodded. ,”Can we
talk?,” she added further.
,”Sure, ….actually, I know what
do you wanna ask. See ….Vipin or anybody else in such a situation needs to
unlearn a lot more than they have to learn, including your friend, need I
say?,” Bansi asked but Radha didn’t reply and only nodded while looking at
Bansi.
,”He just has to give up totally,
the dildo mode of thinking. However, it is not his fault, the atmosphere around
has been made up in a manner that one could hardly think otherwise. I think you
have told her to keep low,” Bansi looked at Radha.
,”Yes ….only informative and not
pushing,” Radha replied and continued ,”Bansi, tell me what do you do
actually as even I can't comprehend that?,”
A wide grin appeared on his face
and he said ,”Well, that's a trade secret..... See...do....I nothing, I just flow with the swim after I have jumped in the
pool of love. I don’t even think of swimming or controlling and only let myself
go with the flow. But, at the same time I keep in mind where I am in the flow
of the waves, everything else just happens itself. Need I remind you that
whenever we have tried to ‘do’ we didn’t fare well, often,”.
The affirmative grin was on
Radha’s face this time.
,”See it’s not about doing but
only observing as to what is going on, this is the way to end prostitution or
one night stand or flings, whatever they call it,” Bansi said.
,”Just tell me, why did you ask
him to swallow that stuff?,” Radha asked abruptly.
,”Simply, initially, it appears to be a huge and complex task at hand and with this much load of
do’s and don’ts on his mind, he may forget enjoying altogether and may,
probably, go week....you know. And such a condition may create further disorientation in
him,”.
,”But he is a fit young man,” pat
replied Radha.
,”Fit and young is okay but he is
burdened too, and we should not miss on that,” Bansi said.
,”What do you think, he wouldn’t
go there again or would he?,” Radha asked.
,”The risk sustains till he
doesn’t witness that holy bliss with his partner. Till then, every woman shall
be of same importance to him. Actually, it’s that compatibility that’s earned
after much sacrifices and efforts which teaches a man to understand the
difference between the body of a loving partner and any other crevice. It is
only after that a man, and a woman too, come to identify and differentiate
between a love partner and all else. Till then, there would be no End of
Prostitution for a man,”. Bansi explained.
,”End of Prostitution!,” Radha
exclaimed.
,”Yes, do you know why am I not
for all such stuff?,” Bansi asked but didn’t get any reply from Radha who was
only watching at him in amazement.
,”See, what I want or better say
I need, I can’t get there in a one night stand or something else similar to it.
That’s sheer wastage of precious Vital Energy as there is no healthy exchange
and mutual fulfillment of energies in such a relation. There is no bond or
intimacy in such relations and only momentary titillation which is wrongly
taken as joy. The joy is created by both of them and only therefore it is
called love making. Whereas in prostitution, It is only one sided and there is
no fun in it, and as such, all the bodies remain of same importance to him. But
only a man, who has witnessed that real peak, can only admit and approve of it.
Only a man who has witnessed it may be able to differentiate between all other
female bodies and that of his loving partner. And only after that, Prostitution ceases
to be for such a man. After all, one must have undergone oneself through it
before evaluating and acknowledging its existence,”.
,”Then that’s possible in an
affair,” Radha spoke immediately after Bansi stopped as if she was waiting for
it.
,”Well, in that case, a couple
may or may not develop such a level of understanding towards each other. There also
are a lot of other factors to be taken into account, the guilt, apprehension,
uneasiness and so on. Till then, it remains to be a fruitless sin only,” Bansi
stopped and smiled at Radha who hit a punch on his chest and said ,”So you are
for affair and not one night stands,”.
,”I didn’t say that, I just told
about the pre-requisites for an actual purposeful meeting,”. Bansi stopped for
a while and looked at Radha who didn’t appear pacified. So he continued,”See,
it’s not something that cheap and all the emphasis and importance given to it
by ancient thinkers is not out of place. Only therefore the institution called
marriage is considered to be so important and pious where a couple is united in
full public gaze and approval,”.
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