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It was not that Vipin didn't know what she was talking about. Things he did, though inadvertently, only out of frustration, immediately ran through his mind at the very first mention. Things, he didn't have control on. He couldn't say something, though he wanted to, and opened his arms. Neha also responded accordingly and they hugged each other, tight, still in their birth suits.

"Hope you don't feel offended, do you?" Neha detached a little and looked at Vipin, but his eyes were closed and he didn't reply anything. There were no expressions too, as if he didn't listen at all what Neha said.

"I'm not sure....." then he uttered with same close eyes, the moment Neha opened her mouth, perhaps to repeat what she just asked.

"I think I should have talked to you first" she was apprehensive as her voice was sort of whispering.

"Just what prompted you to accept her as someone just right for it?" He asked, quite irritably. "We are in the same circle; what if ......?" he stopped midway and stared at Neha now.

"Well...actually, there were no prompts or ... you know...." she found it difficult to explain. "...I just felt like.....only if you could believe.....it happened in a moment.....just happened" she slid her head down as if she was to admit commission of an offence. "You may call it even a weak moment..... you know?" she looked into his eyes, apprehensively. At the same time, she was thinking "Radha was right that it's going to have an impact on him, most probably in a negative way". 

Radha's words were echoing in her mind "They are very sensitive and protective towards the issue; even a distant thought of a question mark being put on it maddens them. None of them ever agrees to accept that they may require any help on this account. It directly hurts their ego, and in the worst manner........Though, on their own, most of them try everything that could increase their 'stamina', even risking their general health aspects".

"O Lord, please let him understand...I didn't wanna hurt him" she was praying with her full being.

"That's okay.... you need not get into sort of confessional mode" he patted her on back and continued "What I am concerned about is whether they are the right couple...".

She took a deep breath and made a failed attempt to hide that great sense of relief on her face, "They are...!" she almost exclaimed, detached herself from him and pulled him to the chair beside. 

"Wait....I just tell you" and she told him about all her conversations with Radha on the issue, at least most of them.

Vipin thought "Bansi...that's why he talked to me that way. He should have told me that he knew Neha through his wife". Then his eyes gleamed "He called her name...yes, he used the word Neha... only I missed on it...

"May I hope to be informed before your next adventure?" he asked, with a smile now.

"Off course... actually, what would I do with that...without you?" she heaved a sigh of relief and hugged him tight, whispering, "You are so nice...", more deep, long breathes.

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......"feel like what?"

"Sleep dear.....not too early...it was just day before" she replied and turned around.

VIPIN & NEHA

Vipin came out of washroom with the towel. ‘it’s quite late, hope you are not sleepy’ he asked.

‘It’s okay….. not that late; you tell me how was the party?’ she asked.

‘Nothing much…we will talk about that later….at the moment I am at something else’ saying this, he came closer and hugged her.

"Going commando?" she giggled. He didn't reply and took her to bed. ‘Speed thrills but also kills’ was echoing in his mind.

After initial, mandatory courtesy rituals, he 'placed' himself only after he was hinted to, more than once. He was conscious enough to ensure that he took more than double the time he used to take.

Neha was all support; Obedience personified. 

In fact, the whole communication between them was non-vocal; only the sounds of deep sighs and skins touching against each other, not more than rustles, were at play. The only rule-breakers were those frequent smooches. “Not to expect but accept” was echoing in her mind. On the other hand, “it’s a tight rope walk where one has to concentrate on the next step only” he kept reminding himself. But the question for him was, "What should the next move be?". 

He moved at a slow pace that seemed a little slower than required. Yet he decided not to rush things.

Then, he felt the steam built up, not sure where it surfaced first.

“Come on” it was Neha.

That was scary; it always happened this way. Though he was reluctant, yet he obeyed and gained momentum; also sensing the consequences within. The waves accumulated; he knew things were going to be out of bound, despite him wishing otherwise. Yet he tried to maintain himself. 

Just then, he found her being agitated. Another, longer “Yes”. He kept pace. “Is she....?” he tried to assess.

More squirming; he collaborated. One more coarse “Yes” and he threw himself; the nemesis appeared. She felt like pushing but just immediately, also realized the scenario and dramatically changed the tone of later part of the coming 'Yess'; ending it easy, followed by collapse.

Eyes met; she displayed to be alright. Yet, he didn't feel the same. However, he made himself appear lesser dejected and kept engaged.

To his surprise, he noticed that unlike before, he was still alive. He took charge. But the break in action had taken its toll; more due to her expecting it the least. Though, it was a pleasant surprise to her too, yet, before she could wonder about that, her senses found it better to reciprocate first.

Once again, the things charged up and naturally, he was in a better position to deliver; he put every other thought aside and took his own course. However, the outcome was all the same.

As no signs of exhaustion appeared, he didn't feel like moving away; the killing spree was now replaced by sweet nothings. Within moments, to his greater surprise, he found himself getting alive once more.

"Down, but not out" he reassured himself. "Wow! Coolidge Effect defied" He felt himself refreshed when he murmured that. It was something more than he could ask for at that moment. Without wasting time, he decided to make the most of it with a new vigour.

“That’s great” he was wondering while watching Neha whose eyes were closed, gasping only “Yeses” repeatedly. However, her ‘yes’ lasted longer than him. She sensed that and delivered an attempted gasp but that didn't work as he remained quiet, unmoved. After a while, he felt the urge to dislodge.

“How’s that?” he whispered to her.

“Better…much better” she wanna say but said instead "Best till date".

“You pinnacled ?” he asked, facing roof, his hands resting on his chest.

“Being honest, No….. but it indeed was great; don’t worry we will do it, I’m sure now” she chuckled and hugged him by turning towards him. He also cuddled her.

“I only annoy without concluding” he uttered while caressing her.

“Please, …. Now don’t, I am fine” Neha pacified him.

“But I’m not” saying that he gave her a peck on forehead.

Neha detached herself saying, “let me fetch milk; warm milk with crystallized sugar…it’s good” and she stood up.

“You’re talking like Bansi” he said unintentionally.

“Well, so what… he may be right” she replied with a smile. 

“You’re saying as if you know him” Vipin was a little attentive now as when he said this, he had come on his elbow, turned toward her.

“What if I really do?” she asked with her hands now folded against her breast.

“You really know?…. Don’t tell me” Viping said surprisingly, “O women it’s impossible to get you…ever” he thought.

“Never under-estimate a woman……especially the one who is in love” she replied as if she telepathically got what he thought and immediately turned around towards kitchen.

Soon, she was back with milk. But Vipin was now fully out of slumber and the moment he saw her, he asked “How do you know him?”

“Well, he is my best friend’s husband” she replied calmly. 

“Who?....Radha?.....come on, I can’t believe it” he said but the next moment he thought “I have to”. Neha was all smile, a wide one.

“Now don’t also tell me that he knows everything about us……..come on” he was impatient now as he took the glass from Neha and asked “tell me first”.

"Now I see...only therefore he was so extra courteous at the party" he thought. "But how come I don't recognize him?". 

“Just empty the glass” Neha raised her hand towards glass but Vipin pulled it further back “No tell me first…. That’s not fair…how could you?…”.

“Let me have this then I tell you….please” she said, putting the glass to her mouth.

Vipin also drank his and handed the emptied glass to her.

“See, it wasn’t sort of something planned or well thought about” Neha started telling him. “...Actually, the other day during lunch break, we were simply talking when the topic moved that way. I enquired simply and she told me everything in detail”. Neha put both the glasses aside. She moved closer and hold his hand and in a husky, apprehensive tone spoke “The way she confided in me, I couldn’t held myself and it came out” she said.

“What came out?” Vipin, all ears, asked as if she had betrayed on him.

“Do you remember the night and the day after when we came back from that function at Vaani’s” she asked him while holding his hands into hers. "Hey Govind it's only You now" she prayed silently as she was quite apprehensive of his response.

“I don’t recall something relevant” Vipin replied.

She breathed deep. “Not to you but it has been to me….the way you have started reacting since recently after every session...” she was treading with utmost precaution, still holding both his hands into hers, she told him in a trembling voice.

“What reacting….what are you talking about? I can’t get anything, just be clear” he was impatient now.

“You were getting very upset, everytime…annoyed….irritable…." Her eyes welled up yet, she continued "it ailed you, and peeves me too at the same time”, staring into his eyes. “the morning after I was upset only because you were….you even yelled at me”. 

It was not that Vipin didn't know what she was talking about. Things he did, though inadvertently, only out of frustration, immediately ran through his mind at the very first mention. Things, he didn't have control on. He couldn't say something, though he wanted to, and opened his arms. Neha also responded accordingly and they hugged each other, tight, still in their birth suits.

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,”I didn’t say that, I just told about the pre-requisites for an actual purposeful meeting,”. Bansi stopped for a while and looked at Radha who didn’t appear pacified. So he continued,”See, it’s not something that cheap and all the emphasis and importance given to it by ancient thinkers is not out of place. Only therefore the institution called marriage is considered to be so important and pious where a couple is united in full public gaze and approval with huge celebrations,”.

As Radha had lost patience now, she insistently asked again ,”Just tell me in plain… what have you told him? ...... Just try and understand, I will see Neha tomorrow and there is bound to be a lengthy session discussing it,”.

,”Come on dear, it’s not about ‘How to’ but ‘What for’, so there couldn’t be any set of clear cut instructions…., at least the exact ones. How could I know what he does that he shouldn't, or what he doesn't do that he should be doing?. I only tried to have him the idea about what one should actually look for, 'there'. It’s different from so many other worldly aspects as it’s not something mechanical where the result could be watched taking shape, or worse, certain principles applied in a blindfolded manner. It's the tools interacting that convey each other the stages witnessed and left behind. I could only convey him to try and correctly identify the real desire.....what one’s soul actually crave for is more important here than what one wrongly thinks he/she wants,”. Bansi said.

Just then, Radha’s phone rang. She checked it and said,”Neha! what's up now,”. Bansi looked at her and thought ,”Vipin must have reached,”.

,”Hi, has he come?,” it was Radha.

‘Yes, … in washroom. See......I want to keep the phone on, all the while,” Neha told Radha, childishly .

That almost dazed Radha as she couldn't answer anything..... she forgot to have one and could only say ,”No! please, don’t do that. Only you have to be there… that’s essential; we may talk it over tomorrow…. please,”. 

‘Then how would you….’ Neha could say only that when Radha, who had gained composure till now, interrupted, ‘What how would I….. are you crazy? You want me to watch it as a live concert and then you may also expect me to issue mid-session instructions?...... Stupid..are you?,” She almost reproached Neha in a stern yet loving tone, looking at Bansi, as if seeking approval.

Bansi, who had also got a hint of the conversation so far, could only smile the issue away, and he did that well.

‘But…’ Neha wanna say something further but Radha interrupted her again ‘See my dear sis, don’t be childish, it’s neither fair nor it is required at all. It may rather prove detrimental as you would be aware of it all the way, sort of distracted from the main course. And most importantly, you have to be present with your complete being’. Radha took a deep sigh, staring at Bansi without a blink who signaled her that she was going in the right direction.

‘Okaaay my sweet baby, good night’ Radha wished her and disconnected.

‘She is your sweet baby, you shouldn’t have disappointed her’ Bansi teased. 

‘Just shut-up, how embarrassing the very thought is, could you imagine’ She retorted and moved closer to Bansi. He also broke his pose and hugged her to bed. Radha rested her head on his arm while he affectionately stroked her hair. It went on for a while till Radha broke the silence ‘What are you thinking?’.

‘Nothing, just see what happens’ He only replied. ‘You, perhaps, are still with her...., am I right?’ He asked. 

”Yes, I can’t help it….. you know” she replied in a whispering tone.

‘We better get a good night sleep…..it’s quite late already and if I am correct, you are not for anything else tonight’ He said with a smile.

‘Yes….you just have yours, it will take some time for me to feel like’ She replied.

"feel like what?"

"Sleep dear.....not too early...it was just day before" she replied and turned around.

Continued....
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Bansi was quiet. Something was going on in him. He went into flash back ,”………..They do it for hours, I have one in my laptop,” Bansi watched her, jaw drop, in utter dismay, while she was saying that. He was astonished and thought,”Working with such a huge medicine giant……. She was a para-medic for more than a decade, and she was talking like this…. How come? If this is the level of ignorance with her then what about other naïve commons? OMG! How could….,”. He was dumbstruck. 

Just then he was poked. 

,”Where are you?,” He came back in the present moment when Radha asked.

,”Nothing,” He replied and opened eyes. But he was not clear still, thinking ,”I believed them all to be the way I am but the frequent incidents or reacts by people around, after my marriage, ………. Just almost everybody, who could have, asked one thing inevitably, ‘for how long’?, on one or the other pretext. That made me think about it differently, but I often forgot that after some time,” Bansi looked at Radha.

Innumerable scenes were wandering in his mind. ,”Gosh! You would bang for an hour today,” Bansi told Cheeku who was in a good mood after drinks in the evening. ,”Do you make love or bludgeon or what?,” was what he replied astonishingly.

,”We may not be the only blessed couple though, I have not met any so far,” Bansi told Radha.

,”Yes,” Radha nodded. ,”Can we talk?,” she added further.

,”Sure, ….actually, I know what do you wanna ask. See ….Vipin or anybody else in such a situation needs to unlearn a lot more than they have to learn, including your friend, need I say?,” Bansi asked but Radha didn’t reply and only nodded while looking at Bansi.

,”He just has to give up totally, the dildo mode of thinking. However, it is not his fault, the atmosphere around has been made up in a manner that one could hardly think otherwise. I think you have told her to keep low,” Bansi looked at Radha.

,”Yes ….only informative and not pushing,” Radha replied and continued ,”Bansi, tell me what do you do actually as even I can't comprehend that?,”

A wide grin appeared on his face and he said ,”Well, that's a trade secret..... See...do....I nothing, I just flow with the swim after I have jumped in the pool of love. I don’t even think of swimming or controlling and only let myself go with the flow. But, at the same time I keep in mind where I am in the flow of the waves, everything else just happens itself. Need I remind you that whenever we have tried to ‘do’ we didn’t fare well, often,”.

The affirmative grin was on Radha’s face this time.

,”See it’s not about doing but only observing as to what is going on, this is the way to end prostitution or one night stand or flings, whatever they call it,” Bansi said.

,”Just tell me, why did you ask him to swallow that stuff?,” Radha asked abruptly.

,”Simply, initially, it appears to be a huge and complex task at hand and with this much load of do’s and don’ts on his mind, he may forget enjoying altogether and may, probably, go week....you know. And such a condition may create further disorientation in him,”.

,”But he is a fit young man,” pat replied Radha.

,”Fit and young is okay but he is burdened too, and we should not miss on that,” Bansi said.

,”What do you think, he wouldn’t go there again or would he?,” Radha asked.

,”The risk sustains till he doesn’t witness that holy bliss with his partner. Till then, every woman shall be of same importance to him. Actually, it’s that compatibility that’s earned after much sacrifices and efforts which teaches a man to understand the difference between the body of a loving partner and any other crevice. It is only after that a man, and a woman too, come to identify and differentiate between a love partner and all else. Till then, there would be no End of Prostitution for a man,”. Bansi explained.

,”End of Prostitution!,” Radha exclaimed.

,”Yes, do you know why am I not for all such stuff?,” Bansi asked but didn’t get any reply from Radha who was only watching at him in amazement.

,”See, what I want or better say I need, I can’t get there in a one night stand or something else similar to it. That’s sheer wastage of precious Vital Energy as there is no healthy exchange and mutual fulfillment of energies in such a relation. There is no bond or intimacy in such relations and only momentary titillation which is wrongly taken as joy. The joy is created by both of them and only therefore it is called love making. Whereas in prostitution, It is only one sided and there is no fun in it, and as such, all the bodies remain of same importance to him. But only a man, who has witnessed that real peak, can only admit and approve of it. Only a man who has witnessed it may be able to differentiate between all other female bodies and that of his loving partner. And only after that, Prostitution ceases to be for such a man. After all, one must have undergone oneself through it before evaluating and acknowledging its existence,”.

,”Then that’s possible in an affair,” Radha spoke immediately after Bansi stopped as if she was waiting for it.

,”Well, in that case, a couple may or may not develop such a level of understanding towards each other. There also are a lot of other factors to be taken into account, the guilt, apprehension, uneasiness and so on. Till then, it remains to be a fruitless sin only,” Bansi stopped and smiled at Radha who hit a punch on his chest and said ,”So you are for affair and not one night stands,”.

,”I didn’t say that, I just told about the pre-requisites for an actual purposeful meeting,”. Bansi stopped for a while and looked at Radha who didn’t appear pacified. So he continued,”See, it’s not something that cheap and all the emphasis and importance given to it by ancient thinkers is not out of place. Only therefore the institution called marriage is considered to be so important and pious where a couple is united in full public gaze and approval,”. 

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Barter-the life is- 13 - END OF PROSTITUTION

MERRY CHRISTMAS

,"Tell me first," she said childishly.

,"Just wait, dear," Bansi laughed at her and replied.

,"Let me wash hands first," he said while removing his socks. 

,"Go and come back soon," Radha collected those socks before he could put them in place before issuing the directions.  

Bansi turned around from wash-basin and found Radha waiting for him with a towel in her hand.

,”Here,” she said and forwarded the towel towards Bansi who took that and said ,”You’re so lovingly childish, just have patience dear I am coming,”. Saying this he placed his hand around her shoulder and took her to bed room.

,”Milk,” ,”Here it is…..with jaggery, “ Pat came the reply from Radha before Bansi could finish what he was about to say.

He took the glass of milk and the piece of jaggery from her and sat on the chair beside the bed. 

Radha also took cue and sat on the edge of bed and started looking at Bansi, without a blink, as if waiting for something very important that could not be missed. Bansi sensed it and said ,”let me finish it,”.

,”You can talk midst sips…you often do,” she coaxed him with a fake yet wide grin.

,”No turmeric ?,” Bansi uttered after the first sip.

,”Oh..I missed that…. Let me…,” she almost stood when Bansi signaled her not to, “It’s ok,”. So she sat back the way she was.

,”Just tell … you tease so bad…that’s not fair,” she chided.

,”How did you find him,” Now she couldn’t check herself.

,”I wasn’t looking for him,” Bansi replied.

,”That I know… but then…how?,” She asked.

,”He was already there, seated… sipping his drink, I immediately recognized him,” Bansi told.

,”Oh…that’s so smart of you…wine?,” she retorted immediately.

,”I’m not sure, but he appeared anxious,” Bansi said, putting the empty glass on side table and swallowing the last piece of jaggery after which he stood up and came on the bed.

,”It’s quite cold out there,” he said while seating himself in Vajrasana (a Yoga Pose, the only one that is advised to be taken after meals). He also signaled Radha to get into Vajrasana.

Bansi just opened his mouth in order to say something to her, but Radha hijacked him before he could utter even a single word ,”We would be talking till I stay in this pose,” with same wide yet fake grin.

,”Gentleman, be present in here and now and tell me how did you persuade him to go home instead of … you know what I mean.,” Radha said when she found Bansi closing his eyes in a thoughtful state of mind.

,”I wasn’t required to make much efforts, in fact, he himself was not quite eager to be into all that. He is a nice man and wise too. Actually…he is …..,” Bansi halted a little.

,”A one woman man,” Radha tried to put her words in his mouth.

,”No.. it’s not about one or one hundred women,” Bansi corrected her.

,”Then what?,” Radha asked eagerly.

,”He is in search of his own manhood and thankfully, he is seemingly aware that it is hard to find it through such rendezvous,” Bansi was speaking.

,”What did he ask and how did you tell him,”. Radha asked.

,”What could I have?….. and surprisingly enough, he didn’t ask much and thankfully also, he listened each and everything intently. Even I was scared a bit, thinking what if he asked as to why was I telling him all that, unsolicited?,” Bansi said and looked into Radha’s eyes who also was staring at him. But she said nothing.

Bansi spoke with a sense of urgency in his voice ,”Radha, tell me one thing, see… I am not blaming you for anything but it’s happening because you want me to do……. would I be able to do that? First this and then you also asking me to write about that all,”.

,”Why not, and who else,” Radha told him and continued,” Didn’t you tell me about all those vague on net ? Even my own experience and talks…… it’s such a hidden pain in every heart, the one that can neither be discussed nor is any quarter available there to seek solace. They have not yet even decided finally about this or that type of #orgasm, leave aside the concept of the divine meeting of negative and positive energies. The Vital Energy that is the basis as well as the cause behind each and every movement of the matter,”.

Now Bansi was staring at Radha who appeared overwhelmed. ,”They all talk about #deep-delving, #foreplay, #after-play………… but none of them have I ever found talking about the ‘real-play’ that matters most…perhaps that’s only what matters, all else are nothing more than compensation. And the most ridiculous are those who ask the men to satisfy their partners ‘through other methods’. Hell with other methods, a woman doesn’t submit to a man for those ‘other methods’ but for something that only a man can provide.  Now she was almost furious.

Bansi, who was all peace this far, raised his hand and uttered,” Cool down Baby.,”

But Radha was at something else, she asked ,”Do you remember the day we first talked about it?,”

,”Yes, it was when our children were talking about one of their friends who was revealed to be differently oriented towards #sexuality,” Bansi replied.

,”And it was not what actually happened as much as it was the way they were talking about it. So easy, simply… as if just nothing had happened. As if it was so happening…..the order of the day. Like someone missed the home work or anything similar to that,”. He kept ranting.

,”Yes, only then we discussed it at length, and felt like doing our bit,” Bansi sighed.

Bansi was quiet. Something going on in him. He went into flash back ,”………..They do it for hours, I have one in my laptop,” Bansi watched her, jaw drop, in utter dismay, while she was saying that. He was astonished and thought ,”Working with such a huge medicine giant……. She was a para-medic for more than a decade, and she was talking like this…. How come? If this is the level of ignorance with her then what about other naïve people? OMG How could….,”. He was dumbstruck.

,”Where are you?,” He came back in the present moment when Radha asked.

,”Nothing,” He replied and opened eyes.

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DILD

,"See, Bansi didn't let him and they are coming back now. A lot has been and is being discussed between them, which, off course, is essential. What you have to do now is....," Radha paused as if looking for the right words.

,"What is the day today?," Radha asked as if it was very important for her to know.

,"Well...I think it's Friday....yes, Friday," Neha replied.

,"When he reaches home, you are going to tell him that in accordance to some ritual of sorts, you are bound to follow each and every legitimate direction of him, as he is your deity today," Radha told Neha.

,"Oye...what are you upto? No... I am not gonna do that... I don't know what would he may ask for," Neha was a little taken aback and she responded with a mix of surprise and fear in her voice.

,"Nothing yaar.... you missed what I said....I said 'legitimate directions' and nothing else,". Radha reassured her, while emphasizing on 'legitimate'.

,"Ok... what would that fetch for me?," Neha shot another question.

,"That's just to keep him out of that bloody 'performance phobia', just for him to be at his very natural self and at ease with himself....nothing else. Because as you told me, things take an ugly turn after the 'event'". Radha replied with a smile.

,"Hmm !," Neha sighed as if a big puzzle got solved.

,"Don't ask any questions, only listen what he says," Radha continued.

,"Ok Gurudev...., and I hope he is also being told to be a man.... you know what I mean?," Neha gabbled.

,"Rome was not built in a day, my lovely kitten," Radha told her in a jest. ,"And remember, "Speed thrills but also kills"...okay?," Radha added further.

,"It's quite confusing..., on one hand you say it's going to be great and on the other hand you say that....I hate snails... isn't it contradictory?," Neha was almost annoyed when she asked.

,"Great isn't synonymous to Rash....fine?....Just have patience dear, all the finest athletes started as snails, as the first thing to be learnt is to have command over one's body and mind, everything else only follows,". 

,"If one speeds up without having control over him or herself, one is bound to get derailed and what follows is an aborted mission that could otherwise have yielded amazing accomplishments.....you know?..the Diwali crackers!," Radha spoke unabated. 

Neha didn't say anything as if a churning was going on in her mind. She thought to herself,"What the hell she is talking about?," She asked ,"Is there anything wrong with motivating him?,".

,"Depends....it depends on what's your definition of it. You just have to be intimating and not coaxing....he is weaker than you but never going to tell you...but you have to accept that,". Radha replied.

,"Weaker... what the hell it is now?," Neha said surprisingly.

,"Yes! he has a limit, he is weaker than you in this way as he can not be there for as long as you can.....tell me one thing....do you have any problem being there for even ours?,". Radha seemed a little hopeless.

,"No," Neha replied softly as if talking to herself.

,"But he has....he has to accomplish a journey with limited fuel in his tank.... and need I tell you that one gets the best of mileage from his car when it is run in economy mode with least use of brakes and minimum fluctuation in driving speed?," Radha almost scolded her.

,"What is important is the destination.... to reach that milestone, at least once first. Do you know.....you are expecting a lad to be a champion at Formula-1 race whereas he has got his Learner's license only recently?,".

,"But he has had affairs...serious ones," Neha put up as if it was an ace piece of evidence in a case in some Court.

,"Stop behaving like a child who coaxes the person at driver's seat to leave behind all the other cars... that's impossible....just have patience and trust in the driver. He will definitely get you to the desired destination. After all, he has also been craving for the same all the while... just try and understand,".

,"You are blaming me ?," Neha almost sobbed.

,"No, just be there....accepting and not expecting. And also, you must be thankful to him for the fact that unlike so many others, he at least knows that something lacks.... that's gonna to be a big advantage to your relation..... you may not be able to understand it at the moment but shall definitely realize later,". Radha told her.

,"Okay...we don't have much time...see you tomorrow...Good Night," Radha concluded and disconnected the call. Neha also didn't try to say anything and only said ,"Gud Night,"

BANSI AND VIPIN

,"Sir, do you need one more ?," the Pan shop owner asked Bansi in a loud voice.

,"Yes ... coming," Bansi replied and told Vipin ,"It's quite late Vipin...let's move now,"

,"I will drop you," Vipin said but Bansi waved his hand to him while moving towards Pan vendor and said,"No, I will go walking, it's only 2 kilometers and I often do that, in fact I love it, Gud Night,"

But Vipin didn't leave. He appeared to be in a mess of thoughts and thinking ,"Everything he has told me is quite contradictory. One thing and then other contradicting it, then the next one decimating all previous things...rubbish,"

Bansi sensed it and came to him. He put his hand on Vipin's shoulder who was seated in the car and said ,"No messing up friend.....Just distinguish between an alive and awake man and a lifeless dildo. Only lifeless things are limitless but every alive organism has a limit...and that limit is not something like a weakness but an amazing potential, only if it is realized and accepted.," With that, Bansi moved on his way home.

Vipin also started car and moved on.

BANSI AND RADHA

The moment Bansi reached at the entrance to his home, the door opened and he found Radha in a welcome pose with a wide smile on her face.

,"You did it!," Radha almost exclaimed.

,"It will be too early to jump at a conclusion. Let me be in first....children ?," He said and moved in after Radha left sufficient room.

,"They are in bed," Radha took bag from him and stood against him once again.

,"Tell me first," she said childishly.

,"Just wait, dear," Bansi laughed at her and replied. 

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,"See, Bansi didn't let him and they are coming back now. A lot has been and is being discussed between them, which, off course, is essential. What you have to do now is....," Radha paused as if looking for the right words.

,"What is the day today?," Radha asked as if it was very important for her to know.

,"Well...I think it's Friday....yes, Friday," Neha replied.

,"When he reaches home, you are going to tell him that in accordance to some ritual of sorts, you are bound to follow each and every legitimate direction of him, as he is your deity today," Radha told Neha.

,"Oye...what are you upto? No... I am not gonna do that... I don't know what would he may ask for," Neha was a little taken aback and she responded with a mix of surprise and fear in her voice.

,"Nothing yaar.... you missed what I said....I said 'legitimate directions' and nothing else,". Radha reassured her, while emphasizing on 'legitimate'.

,"Ok... what would that fetch for me?," Neha shot another question.

,"That's just to keep him out of that bloody 'performance phobia', just for him to be at his very natural self and at ease with himself....nothing else. Because as you told me, things take an ugly turn after the 'event'". Radha replied with a smile.

,"Hmm !," Neha sighed as if a big puzzle got solved.

,"Don't ask any questions, only listen what he says," Radha continued.

,"Ok Gurudev...., and I hope he is also being told to be a man.... you know what I mean?," Neha gabbled.

,"Rome was not built in a day, my lovely kitten," Radha told her in a jest. ,"And remember, "Speed thrills but also kills"...okay?," Radha added further.

,"It's quite confusing..., on one hand you say it's going to be great and on the other hand you say that....I hate snails... isn't it contradictory?," Neha was almost annoyed when she asked.

,"Great isn't synonymous to Rash....fine?....Just have patience dear, all the finest athletes started as snails, as the first thing to be learnt is to have command over one's body and mind, everything else only follows,". 

,"If one speeds up without having control over himself, one is bound to get derailed and what follows is an aborted mission that could otherwise have yielded amazing accomplishment," Radha spoke unabated. 

Neha didn't say anything as if a churning was going on in her mind. She thought to herself,"What the hell she is talking

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